Thoughts ...

I am not even sure anymore ...

If he reads this.
If he even cares.

If he realises what's going on.

I am not even sure anymore ...
If I know who he is.
If I ever knew who he was.

People do not realise what they've got till it's gone ...
I realise what I want
Not necessarily what I need ...

I am a realist
I am a romantic
I am indecisive
and that's about it ....